Playing wonders.

Hey!

It’s funny how a person you have not met/seen for years and the relationship between both of you is only friends yet till today, you can’t get yourself to forget that one person. Have you ever found yourself panicking at the resemblance of the person you longed to see ? Then getting disappointed when you realized it’s not the person? That moment, you thought ” I finally found him/her” and your heart starts beating at a great speed. It’s nice to know, someone like you had appeared in my life. Yes, you are out of my life but some people are only meant to stay in your heart. You just happened to belong to the latter. You mean a lot to me, maybe more than you expect. Despite the years, I still hope to see you soon. Maybe not now, but hopefully later. Let’s just leave it all to fate. I did not managed to say a proper goodbye, I hope upon our next meeting I could do what I left undone. I do not enjoy saying goodbye but the old us have to go. I will definitely say hi to the new us. Definitely looking forward to the day we meet.

“it’s better if we just let it go.”

Hey!

Sometimes, you are hurt so badly that pushing people away seems to be the only way. Or sometimes, isolating yourself is the only way to prevent yourself from getting hurt. Sometimes, people stopped caring not because they want too. It’s because even if they care, you are not going to appreciate it. What’s the point? They get so sick and tired of caring that it comes to a point where they give up. Have you ever felt so worn out from all the happenings in your life? That all you feel like doing is shutting everyone out, and running away. Heading to somewhere else and start a new life? I’ve definitely gone experience that. Honestly, it’s literally feels like your world just came crashing down. Feel like gouging yourself with ice cream/chocolate, snuggling in bed and cry your hearts out and not having to explain your sadness to anyone. Saying “I’m tired” is way easier than explaining what’s wrong. It’s easier as, when you explain why you are being so upset, you have to do a flashback in your head and the pain eventually comes back. It’s bad enough you have to face it once, twice is just pure torture. The amount of pain does not lessen overtime.

“one chance to live.”

Hey.

Everyone’s so superficial, materialistic and judgmental. We always say, ” it’s the inner that matters.” but if the outer appearance don’t even attract you, will you bother looking deeper? Answer to that will be a blunt harsh no. They say, ” I think girls without make up is much more prettier. ” so tell me, when two girls standing side by side right in front of you, one with make up and one a total plain Jane, who will you approach? Obviously, NOT plain Jane. Everyone is superficial, accept it. Everyone have been falling in love with what their eyes see, that my friend, is call infatuation. You fall in love with your heart, not eyes. What your eyes don’t see, is what your heart sees. Don’t you ever tell someone they are ugly. When they do a change about it, for example, undergoing plastic surgery. You start calling them “plastic.” “fake.” and all sorts of harsh words. Your words are the reason why they undergo plastic surgery. Have the thought ever occur to you? The people are so superficial that all they see is looks. To touch on materialistic, girls around the world, only want to get to know rich guys or sort. To the extent of some breaking families up, for money. Those girls have no shame, they are worth the despise they are getting from everyone. At no point of time you should be the reason for ending of one relationship. That makes you a total slut. They see a man, rich ? They will approach them and stick to them like a leech. Shame on you, no moral integrity or as a matter of fact, a heart. Judgmental. People judge you by your looks. When you are “ugly”, people eventually deem as your character is ugly too, without giving that person a chance to show his/her character.
Let’s just put it on the table, no one is brave enough to say they never once judge a person, they are not superficial or materialistic. I, myself am superficial and I do judge, but I am trying my very best to not judge others. I loathe being judge, so I know others would not like it if I do the same to them. Bottom line, don’t do what you wouldn’t like to happen to you. Karma is a bitch, it might take ages for her to do her job but when she is on it, there’s no space for begging of mercy.

“everyone is beautiful.”